10:17

I have a day off tomorrow, and it’s supposed to rain. Just the medicine I need, I think.

I’ve been feeling lonely. Not that lonely is bad, it isn’t always bad. I’m just alone a lot of the time. And I just feel sort of outcasted from everyone and everything. Mostly everyone. I feel boring—uninteresting. And maybe that’s because I am. I hate that.

I have a little less than a couple weeks before I leave on my trip, and I’d like to have a handle on things before then. I have a ever-growing list of things that I want to accomplish—most of them organization themed. I feel so unorganized and scattered. 

I can’t think anymore. Think I’ll watch a movie or something.